Riya and Raj...
It's been a long time that I have written something on this blog. But you always need something in your mind in order to post it in a blog. For me I was trying hard to get something out of my crazy mind for a long time in order to keep this blog alive. Finally when I had given up all hopes and had started thinking of closing this blog this dream happend to me today early morning to wake me up even before the alarm in my mobile could ring to wake me up.
A strange but unique story of these two fictional characters of my book which is still in its final editing process. Let me first tell you something about them even before I tell you the actual dream I had today. Maybe let me write it in a way this guy Raj would like to tell you.
'I am Raj. I am a 3D Animator. Today I work in a small studio but someday I will fulfill my dreams of working in a big one. But this isn't about my career it is smething about my best friend Riya. Well she is happily married today but then you guys would be loaded with many questions to know where I met her and how she became my best friend. No, she isn't my childhood friend. Our friendship happened 5 years back. I still remember her dancing on the floors of pub Area-51 near Baner Pune when I first saw her. Her unique graceful moves on the floor couldn't get my eyes of her. Soon I introduced myself to her as she was our new team member at office.
I used to share a lot of things with her. We used to spend a lot of time together in coffee shops where I first came to know the different varieties of coffee. Soon I became a coffee addict. I sometimes would feel that maybe she is my dream-girl. So one day I tried to express my feelings towards her. She listened carefully and understood my feelings for her. Later she told her way of looking towards me. For her I was just a good friend with whom she loved to spend good and bad times together. Well 'good and bad' she did mention that specifically. But we did enjoy every moment together and she would listen to every stupid talks of me and my girlfriends and would never be bored of it. Sometimes when angry she would shout at the top of her voice not bothered if anybody around was watching her scream on me. I used to be quiet and stay away from her but soon she would come close and say sorry for being rude. That was Riya one of the best girl that happened to be in my life.
People change in the course of time and maybe even she did. Few days ago I was happy that she brought a new kid into her life. My exitement had reached the cloud-9 when I came to know about it. I wanted to call her and talk with her. She was back in Pune and was staying with her family. I called up my other friends to know about her. Riya spoke with everyone except me. She had invited them at her home. So where did I go wrong? Why wasn't I invited? Why didn't I receive that one phone call from her? Was I never a friend in her life? Or was I just like nobody to her. Did she forget me completely...Or was I like yet another stranger who wanted to be close to her.
"Raj I know how it feels breaking up with Radhika...But listen I am always with you...Just a phone call away...Or maybe you can reach me through Facebook." These were the words by her after my break-up. But I never recalled I spoke with her much often after that. My sister said maybe she is busy with her life...I agreed! But if she is busy how is that she calls up everyone except me. Did she really forget me?'
So that was all coming from Raj... Sometimes it feels so weird how his best friend could behave with him in such a way. But that isn't everything in my book it is much different than what you feel it is. Anyways coming to the point I saw Riya and Raj in my dreams today. Raj was working in his office as usual when Riya came along with a friend Abhi. Now he is the most important person of her life and he comes before Raj. For Raj he always felt it was not true Riya likes him a lot. His illusion was broken a thousands of times. Still Raj strongly believes he is important for Riya. So when she came into the office he was very happy to see her and went all the way running towards her. She ignored him and went along with Abhi on the other side. Raj thought maybe she was busy and didn't see him coming towards her. Later he continues with his work and finds out that Riya is leaving back the office. Raj gets up his desk leaving his work aside and going running after Riya. He shouts and tries to call her but she doesn't wait for him. She just looks at him and gives him another wierd look. He tries to start his vehicles and tries to follows Abhi's bike and soon in the middle of somewhere he take a turn and finds himself on a streets with a dead end. He tries to take a U-turn when he realizes there is no turning back and there was a deep valley ahead and a well on the back. He gets down from his bike and looks everywhere and finally look down in the well. That was the time when it wasn't the face of Raj but it was me. How I got there I had no idea...I woke up from my sleep and it was 7am. I never wake up so early. I tried to sleep again but wasn't able to sleep and this made me think and ask myself. What was it for me in that dream? Maybe that crazy guy who still believes that somewhere it was his fault that Riya is ignoring him today...But he never says it to anyone. He wants to go back to her and tell her how much he misses his friend after his break-up as he can never bring back those days. For Raj every person was important in his life but I would suggest him...
Sometimes
it's better to be silent
than to tell others what you feel
Because
it will only hurt you
when you know
they can hear you
But can't understand you...
I miss you Riya and all those crazy stupid people who once where a part of my life and now are busy in their own life.
A strange but unique story of these two fictional characters of my book which is still in its final editing process. Let me first tell you something about them even before I tell you the actual dream I had today. Maybe let me write it in a way this guy Raj would like to tell you.
'I am Raj. I am a 3D Animator. Today I work in a small studio but someday I will fulfill my dreams of working in a big one. But this isn't about my career it is smething about my best friend Riya. Well she is happily married today but then you guys would be loaded with many questions to know where I met her and how she became my best friend. No, she isn't my childhood friend. Our friendship happened 5 years back. I still remember her dancing on the floors of pub Area-51 near Baner Pune when I first saw her. Her unique graceful moves on the floor couldn't get my eyes of her. Soon I introduced myself to her as she was our new team member at office.
People change in the course of time and maybe even she did. Few days ago I was happy that she brought a new kid into her life. My exitement had reached the cloud-9 when I came to know about it. I wanted to call her and talk with her. She was back in Pune and was staying with her family. I called up my other friends to know about her. Riya spoke with everyone except me. She had invited them at her home. So where did I go wrong? Why wasn't I invited? Why didn't I receive that one phone call from her? Was I never a friend in her life? Or was I just like nobody to her. Did she forget me completely...Or was I like yet another stranger who wanted to be close to her.
"Raj I know how it feels breaking up with Radhika...But listen I am always with you...Just a phone call away...Or maybe you can reach me through Facebook." These were the words by her after my break-up. But I never recalled I spoke with her much often after that. My sister said maybe she is busy with her life...I agreed! But if she is busy how is that she calls up everyone except me. Did she really forget me?'
So that was all coming from Raj... Sometimes it feels so weird how his best friend could behave with him in such a way. But that isn't everything in my book it is much different than what you feel it is. Anyways coming to the point I saw Riya and Raj in my dreams today. Raj was working in his office as usual when Riya came along with a friend Abhi. Now he is the most important person of her life and he comes before Raj. For Raj he always felt it was not true Riya likes him a lot. His illusion was broken a thousands of times. Still Raj strongly believes he is important for Riya. So when she came into the office he was very happy to see her and went all the way running towards her. She ignored him and went along with Abhi on the other side. Raj thought maybe she was busy and didn't see him coming towards her. Later he continues with his work and finds out that Riya is leaving back the office. Raj gets up his desk leaving his work aside and going running after Riya. He shouts and tries to call her but she doesn't wait for him. She just looks at him and gives him another wierd look. He tries to start his vehicles and tries to follows Abhi's bike and soon in the middle of somewhere he take a turn and finds himself on a streets with a dead end. He tries to take a U-turn when he realizes there is no turning back and there was a deep valley ahead and a well on the back. He gets down from his bike and looks everywhere and finally look down in the well. That was the time when it wasn't the face of Raj but it was me. How I got there I had no idea...I woke up from my sleep and it was 7am. I never wake up so early. I tried to sleep again but wasn't able to sleep and this made me think and ask myself. What was it for me in that dream? Maybe that crazy guy who still believes that somewhere it was his fault that Riya is ignoring him today...But he never says it to anyone. He wants to go back to her and tell her how much he misses his friend after his break-up as he can never bring back those days. For Raj every person was important in his life but I would suggest him...
Sometimes
it's better to be silent
than to tell others what you feel
Because
it will only hurt you
when you know
they can hear you
But can't understand you...
I miss you Riya and all those crazy stupid people who once where a part of my life and now are busy in their own life.
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