Yellow Saree and the Letter I’ll Never Forget: A Mother’s Day Post by Ayaan

 Hi… I am Ayaan.

And a few nights ago, I had a dream that broke me — and then put me back together.

I don't remember how it started.

But somewhere in it, I found out my mother was getting married.

Not in a happy, celebratory way. In the way dreams work — sudden, unexplained, and somehow completely true. I was confused. Shocked. And then, almost immediately — desperate.

Because I couldn't find her.

I looked everywhere, in every room possible in my house. The way you search for someone in a dream — frantically, with legs that won't move fast enough and a voice that won't carry far enough. The kind of panic that has no logic but feels completely, terrifyingly real.

But the strange part is — I don't know how long I searched. Dreams don't tell you that.

But at some point, my father said —

"We have to go to the wedding."

I couldn't understand it. How could he say that so calmly? How could he simply accept it? I stood there, unable to move, unable to make sense of any of it.

And then — I saw her.

Standing across the room.

In a yellow saree.

Draped beautifully. The kind of yellow that fills a room without trying. The kind of yellow that feels like warmth made visible.

I had never felt so relieved to see her at that very moment. I felt like running towards her and hugging her.

But then she handed me a folded piece of paper.

At first, it felt like she had already gotten married. But then — it was just a letter.

I don't remember every word. Dreams take things from you when you wake — the edges blur, the details fade, the sentences dissolve before you can hold them.

But I remember the feeling of reading it.

And I remember what it said.

“Ayaan.
I am already married.
To your father. To the duties I do every day.
To the early mornings and the late nights.
To the meals made before anyone else wakes up.
To the worries I carry quietly so you don’t have to carry them too.

Doing these small, invisible, everyday things… these are the best moments of my life.

I do not need to marry again.

And one of the best feelings in my life is when you call me ‘Aaie’.
It stays with me like I was made to hear that word from you.”

A tear rolled down my face.

And then I woke up.

I lay there for a while, not moving.

The dream was already leaving — the way they always do — but that letter stayed. Not word for word. But in feeling. In weight.

And I thought about my mother.

Not the idea of her. Not the version of her that exists in memories and photographs. But her — the actual person. The one who wakes up before the rest of the house. Who remembers everyone's preferences, everyone's appointments, everyone's moods — while quietly setting aside her own.

The one who never once asked to be noticed for any of it.

There is a kind of love in this world that does not announce itself.

It just shows up. Every day. In yellow sarees and quiet letters and meals on the table and a hand on your shoulder when things go wrong.

It doesn't ask for recognition. It doesn't wait for Mother's Day to feel meaningful. It simply continues — steady, warm, unconditional — whether you notice it or not.

I have not always noticed it.

There were years when I took it for granted — the way you take air for granted, the way you take light for granted. You don't think about it until you imagine what life would look like without it.

That dream showed me what life would look like without it.

And I don't want to go back to not noticing.

So today — on this one day the world sets aside to say what we should be saying every day — I want to say it simply.

Aai.

Thank you for being married to us before we even knew what that meant. Thank you for the duties you chose without being asked. Thank you for the yellow saree in my dream that made everything feel okay again.

Thank you for the letter.

Even the parts I can't remember — I think I felt them.

And I think a part of me always will.

And to every mother reading this today —

You are seen. More than you know. More than we say.

Happy Mother's Day.

Thank you for making us who we are.

— Ayaan | And I am still learning, my post dedicated to you mothers. 🌼

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